a ramblin' mess.

a flitter-flutter of random thoughts and insights

Coldplay - Amsterdam
Lovely #lyrics (and poster made by #moi) #vampireweekend #yahey

“Someone take these dreams away,
That point me to another day,
A duel of personalities,
That stretch all true realities.”


"Dead Souls" by Joy Division.

Ian Curtis: July 15, 1956 - May 18, 1980.

we are still far from over…

I keep stalling out

I just can’t keep up

There’s alarming doubt,

Am I good enough?

But you keep coming around to convince me it’s still far from over…

- “Stall Out" by MuteMath

“Even from the way that he is near me
Making me unendingly teary
Makes me remember the things that I forgot
It’s as much what it is as what it is not…”

—   Feist’s “The Circle Married the Line”, from Metals

lyrics in retrospect…

have you ever really loved a song, listen to it a million times without ever really knowing the lyrics (and making up your own), and then going back to it later on and reading the correct lyrics?

well, here’s what just happened to me: i fell in LOVE with Arcade Fire’s “In the Backseat”. i think it’s an exceptionally beautiful song. Regine has this way of singing that i absolutely love. she’s not an amazing singer, and i think that’s what  i like about her. she’s no whitney houston or mariah carey…but she definitely can belt out a tune. 

with this song in particular, i was’t ever really sure what she was singing, and to me, it felt like it was this really heartfelt song with an amazing ending by Regine. then i read the lyrics of the chorus.

Alice died
In the night
I’ve been learning to drive
My whole life
I’ve been learning…”

so, this incredibly beautiful song now has a whole new meaning to it
this song is about Regine’s mother, Alice, who had died during the recording of this album (Funeral). and apparently, the whole album is also fused with moments from the other members’ personal lives as well, and their siblings deaths during the recording of this album.

now that i know the correct lyrics, it’s definitely changed my listening experience from now on. it is completely and utterly heartfelt. and tragic. and uplifting. all at the same time. 

I just love how Regine, and the rest of The Arcade Fire, can do that all in mere minutes of a song.

and that is why they are the best band in the world.

Arcade Fire - The Suburbs

"So can you understand why I want a daughter while I’m still young?
 I want to hold her hand, and show her some beauty before all this damage is done;

But if it’s too much to ask - if it’s too much to ask - then send me a son.”

- lyrics from the song “The Suburbs” by The Arcade Fire